…Why would I want a new car?
…Why would I want a new car?
The geek in The Breakfast Club is also the jock in Edward Scissor hands… Fuck.
Sleep well my children.
"I would have gone with you to the end. Into the very fires of Mordor.” x
Bob Sweeney: There was a moment..like this. when I used to blame everything and everyone… for all the pain and suffering and vile things that happened to me, that I saw happen to my people. Used to blame everybody. Blamed white people, blamed society, blamed God. I didn’t get no answers ‘cause I was asking the wrong questions. You have to ask the right questions.
Derek Vinyard: Like what?
Bob Sweeney: Has anything you’ve done made your life better?
— American History X, 1998,Tony Kay—I remember watching this for the 1st time plus a dozen times more just to see if the ending would be different. ..nnnnope.
Every film that has Edward Norton on it is brilliant.
So today for the first time ever in my short 4 month employment at work I had my first ever shit day. Everything just kept going wrong and people were being unreasonable dicks. I was just a big stress/anger ball all day and I couldn’t shake it off…
Until these mother fucking babies arrived! My first ever pair of climbing shoes! As a little pat on the back and Christmas present to myself I decided to get a basic climbing kit going - just a harness, shoes, belay device, chalk bag and a couple of balls! I know you should really break them in before using them but I was heading to the bouldering wall with my boss anyway so I thought what the hell. They are absolutely fantastic! Still need to loosen off alittle but they just felt amazing! Really pushed myself tonight which I know I’ll regret tomorrow in work but to be honest, it’s totally worth it!
I keep having miniature anxiety attacks over an adventure I’m planning. I read somewhere that you should always go with your gut instinct. Is this is? Is this a sign that something may go wrong? Or is it a sign that this could be the best decision I have made so far?
Yvon Chouinard, founder of Patagonia, by Tom Frost.
Aged 12, I arrived early for my registration class in high school. I took my usual seat at the back. My teacher was quietly reading something on the desktop computer next to me, I was intrigued and ask what it was. He went on to explain how a female friend of his was climbing Everest blogging every step of the way. She summitted and was the 6th Scottish woman to do so.
This may be the beginning of something wonderful.
A cold voice answered: ‘Come not between the Nazgûl and his prey! Or he will not slay thee in thy turn. He will bear thee away to the houses of lamentation, beyond all darkness, where thy flesh shall be devoured, and thy shrivelled mind be left naked to the Lidless Eye.”
A sword rang as it was drawn. “Do what you will; but I will hinder it, if I may.”
"Hinder me? Thou fool. No living man may hinder me!"
Then Merry heard of all sounds in that hour the strangest. It seemed that Dernhelm laughed, and the clear voice was like the ring of steel. “But no living man am I!”
This singular scene in LOTR was such a founding moment of strength in me as an 8 year old girl. Possibly one of the best scenes I’ve ever seen in any film.
hey you know how i said i had a date well something came up and i may or may not have decided to give my existance a chance
Some of you might have noticed how I posted this a while back, and due to the advice of a friend, I decided to post this, on this specific site because I knew it might only get me even more negative feedback somewhere else.
I haven’t had Tumblr for a while, but though this may sound pathetic, it’s probably still the only reason I’m still here. I don’t want to sound whiny, but I know how this place is, and, well…
If this gets 100,000 notes by Christmas, I will not take my own life.
Plain and simple.
I know like that’s a lot to ask for but honestly, I don’t care what happens to me anymore, so I suppose I’m just being stubborn.
Please don’t feel like you’re obligated to have this on your blog.
EVERYONE LIKE AND REBLOG THIS NOW
Please this needs more notes
if you pass this and don’t reblog this, shame on you. your reblog is saving someone’s life. you might think that it doesn’t matter if you don’t reblog, bcos it’s just one person, and if everybody thinks that, then this post will not get the notes it deserve
Why would you set a date and a target to end your own life? Honestly, answer that in your own mind for yourself. Truth is, if you felt it was the only way out you would have done it, you would have done it without making a scene passing on silently into the night, however you wouldn’t have reached out to tumblr, you wouldn’t have made a picture and tagged it to get copious amount of notes to so call ‘save’ your life, you wouldn’t have done any of this is there wasn’t some form of doubt inside you and y’know the best fucking thing about that doubt - it’s called hope. In posting this you hoped people would tell you not to, that you’ve got everything to live for, to give you a pep talk like I am now. Well done you, you just leveled up! As long as they’re is hope inside you you won’t ever full commit the act. Remember that. Also, life is hard. It really fucking is but y’know what, there’s so much god damn beauty in this world - you just need to open your eyes and see. So instead of tracking this note count, get off tumblr, go do or find something you’re passionate about, go out and climb a tree, go make a stranger smile, go do anything that makes your mind work and your imagination dance. Nothing is fucking trivial in this world. You can do this and believe me you will.
"A day may come when the courage of men fails, but it is not this day."
I can’t explain my head tonight. I want a climbing partner. I want someone to go on adventures with and have full trust in.
I fucking hate where I am right now.
Feeling really nostalgic today for some unknown reason. I’ve made peace with my past and never really look back anymore, but today so many people/ places/ times have danced through my mind. Even though I completely understand that nothing last forever, the past is in the past so It can’t be changed, live for the moment type thing and it always works if I catch myself off guard but today, today I can’t help but feel really down about it all. I don’t know you’re alright but I hope you’re okay.
Tomorrow is a new day and that’s all that matters.